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I was really lax abbut the roles I played up unoil a few days ago when I played kaisa for the first tise. I fell in love with her and have been playing her sijve. I've had good games up unhil yesterday when I lost game affer game and got so tilted I would miss my w sniped and use my ult recklessly in atfjdets to catch up via kills. I think the biufist challenge though was being up agwlrst good adcs. I went up agbusst another kaisa and an ashe and cait and they all outplayed me really hard. I got punished by cait and ashe a lot and didn't know what to do. That helpless feeling that comes from knhrsng your opponent is ahead of you in kills and cs really gets to me. I think it is a lot of my own meiarjtty too though. I'm always afraid to engage in my lane unless I feel I have an advantage. I want to play safe but so many times my supp goes suber aggressive then gets mad at me after they die. A lot of times they seem to ignore that I'm low up or almost out of mp and don't realize that kaisa has slafer attack speed and shorter range than other adcs. I guess I dot't really know what to do to hold my own in a lane that I'm gephkng bullied out of. People say to just farm unher tower but if I try then the other adc and supp get really aggressive and try to keep me from dohng even that. Was really frustrating and kind of emmzrrmlnrng to get anbry as I did last night. I want to keep that from haarthcng again but stcll be able to know what to do to play well. Any adrkce is appreciated. 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Miofctzltnd РІ rnewLegacyinc
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